Check Up On Me

Oh won’t you check up on me

Don’t just pass by my bedroom door

Right now it’s hard to breathe

I’m so sorry I keep asking for more

I know that I’m now 25

But I’m so scared I won’t stay alive

So won’t you check up on me

Cuz being alone is the last thing I need

I know I don’t get to just ask this

I know you aren’t my parent

I know that I’m not owed a thing

I know that I’m a grown person

Because everything is awful

But you aren’t

And I’m floating away

I’m worry I won’t drift back

Oh won’t you check up on me

Don’t just pass by my bedroom door

Right now it’s hard to breathe

I’m so sorry I keep asking for more

I know that I’m now 25

But I’m so scared I won’t stay alive

So won’t you check up on me

Cuz right now I feel I am drowning

I’m too much a coward to come out

I don’t have it in me to tell you what’s going on

I throw and I kick and I make a mess

Hoping that you might get the clue

I realize this makes me look weak

And I really don’t wanna explain myself

But I wish you’d just come on in

And don’t ask a question, just hold onto me

Oh won’t you check up on me

Don’t just pass by my bedroom door

Right now it’s hard to breathe

I’m so sorry I keep asking for more

I know that I’m now 25

But I’m so scared I won’t stay alive

So won’t you check up on me

Cuz I might not make it to morning