Fuck You...but OK

And I came at you with rusty blade

What a way to start a conversation

And you decided to swing back at me too

Though a lot of things you said were untrue

And you called me self-absorbed

When you are being just as much as well

And you have the gull to call me a liar

In the same conversation when you admit to lying

You’re dumb

But what does that make me for talking to you?

Cuz I swore

I wouldn’t give you an ounce of what I’m now giving to you

And I’m not saying I forgive you

Just that I’m willing to give a try

To have a conversation

To see if you’ve matured as the days gone by

And I know

That makes me so terribly dumb

And I know

You burned a bridge and I said I was done

But if you willing to take a different stance

I just might give a chance

And now you have the nerve to flirt

After I’ve told you about all this hurt

And now you’re saying you still feel the same

So I’m just yelling to myself about what to do

And you fucked up

But isn’t that what I’m doing by talking to you?

You took too long

And yet somehow I’m writing this damn song

And I’m not saying I forgive you

Just that I’m willing to give a try

To have a conversation

To see if you’ve matured as the days gone by

And I know

That makes me so terribly dumb

And I know

You burned a bridge and I said I was done

But if you willing to take a different stance

I just might give a chance

You kept gaslighting

But at least for once we’re fighting

Pass cognitive dissonance and projecting

Must mean there’s something worth protecting

Back then I was trying

To keep my head above the water

But I said I was fine with letting you go

Didn’t think you’d shoot me through the fucking heart

And I’ve been reading you like an open book

This whole damn time

Thought maybe I didn’t know you

But apparently I do very well

And I’m not saying I forgive you

Just that I’m willing to give a try

To have a conversation

To see if you’ve matured as the days gone by

And I know

That makes me so terribly dumb

And I know

You burned a bridge and I said I was done

But if you willing to take a different stance

I just might give a chance

And it’ll never be the same, it’ll never be the same

I already once watched it all go down in flames

And it’ll never be the same, it’ll never be the same

But I’m just a fool who wants to believe in change