Goodnight

I don’t feel pretty today

I don’t feel cute most of the time anyway

And even though I swear I try

Can’t stop that fact that all the time I cry

I keep feeling overwhelmed

But I wanna give you everything I can

I feel like I’m such a bore

But I wanna be your sweet little whore

You know it’s your touch that I need

Cuz without it, feels like my soul will bleed

I know I wasn’t originally your type

But I crave for you to wanna fuck me every night

And as obsessive as it seems

I wanna be the one you see inside your dreams

Can’t stop thinking ‘bout you all the time

And how I wanna hear you say the words “you are all mine”

Don’t know what to say

You gotta go away

Bed sheets calling to you

I don’t know what to do

Feelings start to rise

Time to say goodnight

And I hate to say goodnight

Cuz now I’m all alone

And you are my home

And it gets hard to breathe

But I cannot just leave

And now that you’re asleep

All I can do is just weep

You’re out of my reach

It cuts way too deep

My body it shakes and fight

Don’t know if I’ll make it through the night

Whenever I say goodnight

(And I hate to say goodnight)

I know I’m a crazy little pet

And it doesn’t take much to get these eyes wet

And I hate that I exist

Sometimes I wish I’d just perish

But I know for you that will burn

So I’ll stay so I can kiss you where it churns

Make you feel like you’re my world

And like that’s the very least you deserve

Don’t know what to say

You gotta go away

Bed sheets calling to you

I don’t know what to do

Feelings start to rise

Time to say goodnight

And I hate to say goodnight

Cuz now I’m all alone

And you are my home

And it gets hard to breathe

But I cannot just leave

And now that you’re asleep

All I can do is just weep

You’re out of my reach

It cuts way too deep

My body it shakes and fight

Don’t know if I’ll make it through the night

Whenever I say goodnight

(And I hate to say goodnight)

(I hate to say goodnight)

(I hate to say goodnight)

And now I suffocate

Every time my mind, it breaks

I don’t feel like I’m worth the fight

Or I’ll ever be alright

I’m just a drama queen

Living in the limelight but I don’t want to be seen

I’m just your perfect little wreck

I’m sorry I’m always a mess

And I hate to say goodnight

Cuz now I’m all alone

And you are my home

And it gets hard to breathe

But I cannot just leave

And now that you’re asleep

All I can do is just weep

You’re out of my reach

It cuts way too deep

My body it shakes and fight

Don’t know if I’ll make it through the night

Whenever I say goodnight

(And I hate to say goodnight)