Needing To Say

Truth be told I’ve probably always known

Picked up the signs and asked to be affirmed

Thought I was never truly a card in your deck

It was all on me that got us into this wreck

I pushed far too much

Always wanted to keep all your touch

Wanted you to be wanting me

Never wanting to set you free

Ignorance was bliss and I had the blindfold on

For far way too long

Kept ahold of it for merely a chance

I wish I could‘ve seen at first glance

Fuck it all

That’s right I’m fuming

Fuck you too

Yeah I know I screwed up so

Fuck me

And all I had planned

Fuck it all

Fuck it all

I’ve been needing to say

Not saying I see my worth

Just saying I’m worth more than that

Not saying I hate you now

Just saying that my mind went flat

I will always want you

But I can’t ignore the truth

We probably weren’t meant to be

Not like a fairytale of happy monogamy

Ignorance was bliss and I had the blindfold on

For far way too long

Kept ahold of it for merely a chance

I wish I could‘ve seen at first glance

Fuck it all

That’s right I’m fuming

Fuck you too

Yeah I know I screwed up so

Fuck me

And all I had planned

Fuck it all

Fuck it all

I’ve been needing to say

I want you in my life

But not anymore the way I did

I want to just end this strife

Honestly never should’ve made the bid

I once believed

I once could see

A future that was only my goal

Never should have asked you to pay the toll

Happily never after

Happily never ever

Fuck it all

That’s right I’m fuming

Fuck you too

Yeah I know I screwed up so

Fuck me

And all I had planned

Fuck it all

Fuck it all

I’ve been needing to say

Fuck it all

What’s the point to continue

Fuck you too

You pissed me off again

Fuck me

Cuz I’m the biggest screw up

Fuck it all

Fuck it all

I’ve been needing to say