Swinging Both Ways

Sometimes I wake up and I have a good day

Flying high to the ceiling forgetting the way

That I was low x7

All week low x7

So I ride on this wave until it finally crashes down

My sea levels resurface & I wish I could drown

Sinking down low x7

Watch me go x7

And I’m

Just swinging both ways

Like a maniac with an axe

Cuz I

Just keep swinging everywhere

Like a pansexual, so beware

When I can’t feel anything

Or I feel everything

My senses breaking down

I just keep swinging

From the ceiling

On the verge of a breakdown

I’ll cycle through the motions as though on queue

Happy, numb, sad, within a week or two

A month of low x5

Then a week on the go x5

Sometimes it happens so fast, you don’t know what to do

Depressed, then elated, and now angry with you

Time for the show x7

Don’t really know x7