Thank You For Showing Me I Can Fight For Myself

Thank You For Showing Me I Can Fight For Myself

Cracked the ceiling and finally got the gist

Of your clandestine bullshit, clandestine bullshit

Brought the guillotine down on me in one of your fits

Cuz you really couldn’t deal with it, really couldn’t deal with it

To dissociate is easier than to deal with your hate

But you’ll burnout at this rate, burnout at this rate

I tried to talk, I’ve tried being polite and cordial

But you got us going in circles, going in circles

You’re delusional

You’ve gaslit yourself

Hypocrite to fit

Your own narrative

I’m really sick of it

I’ve finally had enough

Projected upon me

Cuz reality is too tough

So THANK YOU

For making me out the villain

THANK YOU

Cuz it turned me into the victim

Thank you so fucking much

Cuz now I see you’re out of touch

I pandered to your brain’s lies

But now I’m bringing out my knives

You’d think you’d want to prove me wrong and be the bigger man

But being secretive was always your plan, always your plan

The story that is true really isn’t that vicious

But that’d burst your cognitive dissonance, cognitive dissonance

Maybe it’ll hurt you less if you’d just hear me out

Just give me the benefit of the doubt, benefit of the doubt

I’ve got the timeline down, and the evidence against you

Proof that your claims are so untrue, claims are so untrue

I’ve studied it all

Got me keeping score

Read over a dozen times

To realise there wasn’t a crime

My initial reaction

To give into your fury

Was unfair to feel

Cuz you made up your misery

So THANK YOU

For making me out the villain

THANK YOU

Cuz it turned me into the victim

Thank you so fucking much

Cuz now I see you’re out of touch

I pandered to your brain’s lies

But now I’m bringing out my knives

Now the choice is yours

Ball’s in your barded wired court

Made me out as the whore

But now I’m finally ready to report

Didn’t give me a chance to explain

Let your jealousy get in your way

Guilted my trauma to resurface

Selected from the game menu: Versus

Idiot, dipshit, asshole, fucking twat

You’re all of that, but still all I want

Just give me the time of day

To prove you had it the wrong way

And I know this doesn’t fit your depiction

But neither of us were the victim

Until you took my words and twisted them

Now you’re the villain in this hymn

So THANK YOU

For making me out the villain

THANK YOU

Cuz it turned me into the victim

Thank you so fucking much

Cuz now I see you’re out of touch

I pandered to your brain’s lies

But now I’m bringing out my knives

But I’d sheathe them right now if you would just listen

I’ll put it all away if you could just communicate

Realised I deserved better so prepare for the ultimatum

Read the terms, make your choice, but don’t make me fucking wait