Grasp Sonnet

I had found that I could not breathe a lot Then I realized I could not remember But I knew not of what I had forgot So how exactly do I remember Questions filled my head so full to the brim I was a teacup that should not be moved But I knew not a thing for it was dim But my memory could not be improved I tried to catch my breath but it escaped I cried, although I knew not of my fate The confusion had come to me and draped The cape I wore made me feel very late

This was someone's deed, I know the culprit

They're some high position on a pulpit