Hello, It’s Anonymous

Hello…

Hello?

Hello!

I'm here

But am I really?

I say "Hello" but you ignore me

When am I gonna be seen?

What the hell does this even mean?

I fade into blackness

Like you care

Chaos corrupts my heart

But you really don't care

Maybe if I was to disappear

Maybe then you will realize me in some way

So then I will fade into Death's grip

Fall into his cold grasp

In his calm yet comforting hands

But wait?!

How did this happen?

Why am I no longer here?

Why do I have such corrupted thoughts?

And my aura is so black and blue?

How did this happen?

I could try to explain

But like you would listen

The devil or Death won't get me just yet

I'm no fool

I will not die for you

Those scissors she has touched

I will not

Those pills that she has taken

I will not

Never shall I cause pain to myself

I believe I have had enough of that

Maybe it's not the same kind of pain

But I am no fool

Death and the devil won't get me just yet

By keeping it to myself

I have caused even more pain

But how do you expect me to express myself?

I am unseen

Why can't you hear me?

Why can't you see me?

Why can't you notice me?

Why can't you feel me?

Oh wait…

You do

You hear me

You see me

You notice me

You feel me

But you just don't want to

Here

Take this

This is one of the millions of tears that have been cried by those like me

Now do you see what you have not?

Maybe you will start to care

And maybe you will start to notice

Realize I'm not completely blaming you

But you should have seen

I sat there, alone

I would have to start a real conversation that would fail

But you just ignored it

But now, that I hope you've heard my "Hello"

You will not make this mistake again

Help them

Hear them when they say

Hello!

Hello?

Hello…

*another poem written pretty early in my youth and I am pretty sure it was partly for a class assignment*