Voices

Two of them arguing inside my brain

Both driving me to be insane

Extremes of either love or hate

So all my emotions I try to feign

Dragging me along like some bait

Sitting back, I just watch and wait

Not sure if I can trust any of this

Wondering if this will forever be my fate

One moment I will sing in rejoice

To another where I hate my voice

I can't feel what I once knew

For they take away that choice

Both of them fight to try and woo

That there is something I can do

So only in one feeling I should bask

For it is impossible to feel two

"But how to survive?" I constantly ask

For self-feeling has become such a task

I hear the voices in this session

Repetitively telling me to wear the mask

Going into this mental obsession

Drawing back into another recession

From this fight shall I gain?

I constantly will ask this question

Two of them fighting within my brain

Making me feel completely insane

Feelings of either love or hate

So all those emotions I have to feign