My Choker
A song by Charlie
Once upon a time
There was this odd girl
Miss Charlotte Dunkelheit
A pretty, witty pearl
Grand young mistress
Spoiled and vicious
As charming as can be
But what is that on your neck
I always seem to see?
You can ask me my age
You can ask me to dance
You can ask ‘bout tea or champagne
But do me a favor
Be ye lady ‘r gent
Don’t ask ‘bout my choker again
You can ask me to sing
You can ask me to play
I don’t do it for free, but you ask anyway
But whatever you do
Whether stranger ‘r friend
Don’t ask ‘bout my choker again
Suitors came to call
She’d denied but give them time
Antisocial socialite
Beguiling with a rhyme
Fine and dandy
Handsome eye candy
But your neck you never show
I find it quite peculiar
You ought to let us know
You can ask me my age
You can ask me to dance
You can ask ‘bout tea or champagne
But do me a favor
Be ye lady ‘r gent
Don’t ask ‘bout my choker again
You can ask me to sing
You can ask me to play
I don’t do it for free, but you ask anyway
But whatever you do
Whether stranger ‘r friend
Don’t ask ‘bout my choker again
You can ask me to dine
Ask me to the opera
I probably will at no, but ask anyhow
You can ask for a kiss
Ask for a song
And don’t get me wrong
But if you wanna keep asking
And not get a lashing
Then understand, sweetheart
That it is a really bad start
To ask about my choker
It’ll all be over
So it’ll all be grand
If you abide my friend
Not to ask about my choker again!
Why Can't I Just Hate You
A song by Charlie
{intro}
Well they say you're an scoundrel
I know you're an scoundrel
Because you're always bringing me down
{verse 1}
(Down deep)
Into my heart
Tearing my world apart
You've designed my brain
Defined what should be my sane
I'm your bird in a cage
Here to soothe out your rage
So I'm worrying now
As I cry on the ground
Am I nothing but your hopeless little girl,
Because you are my world?
{verse 2}
I've been dissected and tested
In this mind you've infested
My thoughts are wholly my own
But I've been molded to the bone
So now I'm beginning to ramble
As I ask if this is a gamble
Do you need to toss a dice?
Have you yet to determine my price?
Am I more than just your doll
Because you know I'd give you my all?
{pre-chorus}
Can't let this be
I just cannot see
Should I just leave?
{chorus}
Saying, “It's time for a change"
Don't know what keeps me here
I'm running out of air
You provide a life full of pain
Selfishly you keep me
But I go along sweetly
So now I'm going to ask:
Why can't I just hate you?
As I feign and wear my mask
Why can't I just hate you?
"I love you," I say
"I love you in every way"
{verse 3}
Forced onto my knees
Do you want me to give out a plea?
Do you want me to feel?
Do you need me to heal?
Even if it's to my dismay
I just want to obey
So I scream and I beg
Knowing truths of lies that you fed
Please never call me your pet,
Because I’m not ready to give up yet
{pre-chorus}
{chorus}
{bridge}
These thoughts are what I bear
Knowing there was no place for a child here
Innocence is what I've always lacked
For you let your child grow up too fast
So now I'm staring to choke
As your gloves wrap around my throat
Sapphire is all that I can see
As the world's blurring
I won't say that I love you
Because saying I love you
Won't make it go away
My god, why do I want to stay?
{chorus alt}
Saying, “It's time for a change"
Don't know what keeps me here
I'm running out of air
You provide a life full of pain
Selfishly you keep me
But I go along sweetly
So now I'm going to ask:
Why can't I just hate you?
As I feign and wear my mask
Why can't I just hate you?
Because those three little words begin to stain on themselves
(Whoa)
Why can't I just hate you
And now I'm afraid that we are beginning to lose ourselves
(Whoa)
Why can't I just hate you
(Whoa)
Why can't I just hate you
(Whoa)
Why can't I just hate you
(Whoa, oh)
Broken Pieces in my Closet
A song by Heidi {warning graphic content}
Open the scene on a strange composite
And it's got a bit of an eerie hue
There are broken pieces in my closet
And if you look close enough, you’ll find me too
Was it the way that I was dressed
Your little whorish fucking mess
As you pressed
On my breast
Caused me stress
As I detest
And now I've got something that I'd like to confess
While possessed
By you caressed
I never ever felt impressed
And that's the whole thing about this
That you're walking around with your God complex
Then with your hands around my neck
Forced on my knees as to reflect
And since I could no longer reject
I try to blank out what comes next
This isn't fun nor is it sex
And none of that bullshit about how it's perplex
You've turned me into a doll, a filthy little object
But I don't don't like playtime with your prick
This is where you have made your set
Torn up dolls on the floor of my room
All there is broken pieces in my closet
And if you look close enough, you’ll find me too
This is where you have made your set
Torn up dolls on the floor of my room
All there is broken pieces in my closet
And if you look close enough, you’ll find me too
And all I ever seemed to wore
Were clothes you'd like to tore
In our never ending war
Calling me out as your whore
Now I’m shaken to the core
As you’re breaking down my door
Perhaps I should start keeping score
Of all the times you wanted more
To escape from the bore
So you left me plastered to the floor
All my feelings have been decimated
As yours begin to be elevated
Always blame me since I'm educated
This is our form of regulated
Well I call out to have this renovated
Guess I should have estimated
How fast each time it all escalated
With all those you’ve eliminated
Guess I don’t feel discriminated
When you act as though my pain should be celebrated
And so you come up to me saying not to fret
All of this shall be over soon
But there's too many broken pieces in my closet
And if you look close enough, you’ll find me too
So you come up to me saying not to fret
All of this shall be over soon
But there's too many broken pieces in my closet
And if you look close enough, you’ll find me too
Being forced to step up to the plate
Don’t wanna make you wait
So I won’t hesitate
I know better than to play with fate
My face a gray slate
As I slip off into a blank state
All my feelings that you ate
Hanging me out like bait
And you know what’s great
You’re the one I fucking hate
So in my room all that can be found
Are cracked dolls spread all around
‘Cause it’s this house to which I’m bound
I’m stuck in this compound
You’ll literally take me down
As I get beaten to the ground
Fuck your bitch like a hound
My screams are the only sound
Until in my blood I start to drown
I'm just like my dolls that I have unbound
As we start to close our game of roulette
Return back to our normal as though on cue
Can't clean out the broken pieces in my closet
And if you look close enough, you’ll find me too
As we start to close our game of roulette
Return back to our normal as though on cue
I’m trying to clean out the broken pieces in my closet
And if you look close enough, you’ll find me too
And so now I’ve gone beyond
You should fear me, you should run
I’ll no longer cower
Haunted by you forever
It’s your blood I want to see
Be the only red on me
So be careful what you do
That’s right, I’m coming for you
And the pain that you've caused is one I will never forget
So remember that, I'll remember that in this trope
You're the reason for the broken pieces in my closet
And no longer will you find me in a wardrobe
Don't Follow
A song by Lisette
"Don't follow"
"Don't follow," she said
"Don't follow"
"Don't follow or you'll be dead"
Well what's wrong
With me wanting to be there?
What's wrong
With me wanting to save her?
I just want to be her guardian
To be the wings of the fairy
Just want to be the legs she walks on
I'll carry her when she's wary
"Don't follow," she told me
But how could I let her be?
Don't follow because she worries
Well she doesn't have to worry for me
Take my hand
I'll be your knight, my lady
Take my hand
And we could survive, just maybe
I just want to be her guardian
To be the wings of the fairy
Just want to be the legs she walks on
I'll carry her when she's wary
"Don't follow," she told me
But how could I let her be?
Don't follow because she worries
Well she doesn't have to worry for me
Because I just want to be her guardian
To be the wings of the fairy
Just want to be the legs she walks on
I'll carry her when she's wary
"Don't follow"
"Don't follow," she said
"Don't follow"
Well if I don't then you could be dead
Don't Follow reprise
A song by Charlie
"Don't follow"
"Don't follow," I told you
"Don't follow"
"Don't follow so I could protect you"
But you did, and you do
Follow me around all day
Unfortunately, it leads to
Dangers in every way
You need to understand that I am the guardian
And the one who needs protecting is you
I know you don't want to believe that you are the lamb and me the shepherd
But you are the one who needs tending to
"Don't follow," but you won't listen
To all the advice that I have given
Don't follow I'll be fine
But since you did, so I'll have to save you this time
"Don't follow"
"Don't follow," I told you
"Don't follow"
"Don't follow I'm the one who protects you"
Breath Under the Choker
A song by Charlie
{verse 1}
Each day goes by
No need to ask why
But is there a reason to cry?
Living so still
Habits or will?
Is this all my life shall become?
{pre-chorus}
To suffocate
Is my eternal fate
But now I can't stand
My loss of breath
{chorus}
Please just let me
Oh just let me
Release the breath from
Under the choker
God just let me
I beg just let me
Free the breath from
Under the choker
{verse 2}
Puppet on strings
Teach me feelings
Before it all escapes my grasp
What a boring story
In my purgatory
It's funny when you actually think about it
{pre-chorus}
{chorus}
{bridge}
And with a gentle kiss
A soft caress
On my neck
And my throat shall burn
From all the tears
All the years
Of internal silent screaming
Until my voice
Becomes too soft
{chorus}
{chorus alt}
I pray you let me
You must let me
Finally speak the breath from
Under the choker
I demand you let me
But if you don't let me
I still will let go of the breath from
Under the choker
Requiem for a Doll
A song by Charlie {written as a child}
This is a requiem for a doll
It's such a shame that such a beauty had to fall
Your memory shall forever live in my heart
Even though you have taken your depart
When you were removed from your shelf it was such a sad day
I watched as you chipped and slowly cracked to my dismay
I couldn't help but cry when you were taken away
And I still wish more than anything that you could stay
But sadly it was not meant to be
This is a requiem for a doll
It's such a shame that such a beauty had to fall
Your memory shall forever live in my heart
Even though you have taken your depart
Now you have become so peaceful and so still
All of them saying it was all by your own will
Even still my heart is unease as I miss you
And I wish that I’ll never have to say adieu
But sadly it was not meant to be
This is a requiem for a doll
It's such a shame that such a beauty had to fall
Your memory shall forever live in my heart
Even though you have taken your depart
This is a requiem for a doll
It's such a shame that such a beauty had to fall
Your memory shall forever live in my heart
Even though you have been torn and taken apart
Fleece and Fangs
A song by Lisette {warning graphic content}
Pain, pain, pain
Seems all I know is
Pain, pain, pain
I’m all alone in THIS world
Though I’m not the only girl
Please count those in your flock
You’ll find you're missing quite a lot
Though religion’s not on my brim
If the devil is real then I have met him
A shepherd, he calls himself
But I can sniff he’s something else
Those aren’t rags it’s real fur
Find his lambs dismembered
We’ve been gathered just for slaughter
As my pain grows so does the laughter
I'm just a sheep, among the wolves
In their den, hide in my wool
Run and hide, bite they might
As they're shredding up my heart
I hear the hungry growls
I shiver at the howls
But my soul, it echoes out:
Try Not To Scream
As you feel their fangs puncturing your fleece
I’ve been taught what is fear
This is hell and I must get out of here
They’re always down for a hunt
Spread my legs and touch my-
Can’t I ever just be free?
Both desired and unwanted as can be
I'm just a sheep, among the wolves
In their den, hand them my wool
Run and hide, bite they might
As they're shredding up my heart
I hear the hungry growls
I shiver at the howls
But my soul, it echoes out:
TRY. NOT. TO. SCREAM.
As you feel their fangs puncturing your fleece
I hate them
I hate all of them
Bringing me to my knees
Hate being this pathetic flea
I hate it
I hate it
I hate it
I hate it
But most of all
I hate him
I'm just a sheep, among the wolves
In their den, ripped from my wool
Run and hide, bite they might
As they're shredding up my heart
I hear the hungry growls
I shiver at the howls
But my soul, it echoes out:
TRY NOT TO SCREAM!
As you feel their fangs puncturing your fleece
I hear the hungry growls
I shiver at the howls
But my soul, it echoes out:
Try not to scream
As you feel their fangs puncturing your fleece
Titania
A song by Lottie
And wish I knew what to do
Always told “comes so naturally for you”
Thought I had every answer
But life came at me even faster
Here I wished I only could see
That there was no happily meant to be
Paper queen of fairies wet and torn
Wasn’t hell supposed to hath no fury for a woman scorned?
Broken hearts and discarded dreams
Ripped up the stitches at the seams
Thought myself above it all
But you showed me how it hurts to fall
Here I wished I only could feel
Something that was love, fake or real
Candle queen of fairies wet and out
Dismayed feelings I don’t know what they’re about
And now my darling
Got me feeling that I’m not wanted here
And it’s so startling
Because it began with you standing there
Here I wished I only could know
The emotions you hide but never show
Sugar queen of fairies wet and melt
Guess I should have know that it wasn’t what we felt