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My Choker

A song by Charlie

Once upon a time

There was this odd girl

Miss Charlotte Dunkelheit

A pretty, witty pearl


Grand young mistress

Spoiled and vicious

As charming as can be

But what is that on your neck

I always seem to see?


You can ask me my age

You can ask me to dance

You can ask ‘bout tea or champagne 

But do me a favor

Be ye lady ‘r gent

Don’t ask ‘bout my choker again

You can ask me to sing

You can ask me to play

I don’t do it for free, but you ask anyway

But whatever you do

Whether stranger ‘r friend

Don’t ask ‘bout my choker again

Suitors came to call

She’d denied but give them time

Antisocial socialite

Beguiling with a rhyme


Fine and dandy

Handsome eye candy

But your neck you never show

I find it quite peculiar

You ought to let us know


You can ask me my age

You can ask me to dance

You can ask ‘bout tea or champagne 

But do me a favor

Be ye lady ‘r gent

Don’t ask ‘bout my choker again


You can ask me to sing

You can ask me to play

I don’t do it for free, but you ask anyway

But whatever you do

Whether stranger ‘r friend

Don’t ask ‘bout my choker again


You can ask me to dine

Ask me to the opera

I probably will at no, but ask anyhow

You can ask for a kiss

Ask for a song

And don’t get me wrong


But if you wanna keep asking

And not get a lashing

Then understand, sweetheart

That it is a really bad start

To ask about my choker 

It’ll all be over


So it’ll all be grand

If you abide my friend

Not to ask about my choker again!

Lyrics: About

Why Can't I Just Hate You

A song by Charlie

{intro}

Well they say you're an scoundrel

I know you're an scoundrel

Because you're always bringing me down


{verse 1}

(Down deep)

Into my heart

Tearing my world apart

You've designed my brain

Defined what should be my sane

I'm your bird in a cage

Here to soothe out your rage

So I'm worrying now

As I cry on the ground

Am I nothing but your hopeless little girl,

Because you are my world?


{verse 2}

I've been dissected and tested

In this mind you've infested

My thoughts are wholly my own

But I've been molded to the bone

So now I'm beginning to ramble

As I ask if this is a gamble

Do you need to toss a dice?

Have you yet to determine my price?

Am I more than just your doll

Because you know I'd give you my all?

{pre-chorus}

Can't let this be

I just cannot see

Should I just leave?


{chorus}

Saying, “It's time for a change"

Don't know what keeps me here

I'm running out of air

You provide a life full of pain

Selfishly you keep me

But I go along sweetly

So now I'm going to ask:

Why can't I just hate you?

As I feign and wear my mask

Why can't I just hate you?

"I love you," I say

"I love you in every way"


{verse 3}

Forced onto my knees

Do you want me to give out a plea?

Do you want me to feel?

Do you need me to heal?

Even if it's to my dismay

I just want to obey

So I scream and I beg

Knowing truths of lies that you fed

Please never call me your pet,

Because I’m not ready to give up yet


{pre-chorus}


{chorus}


{bridge}

These thoughts are what I bear

Knowing there was no place for a child here

Innocence is what I've always lacked

For you let your child grow up too fast

So now I'm staring to choke

As your gloves wrap around my throat

Sapphire is all that I can see

As the world's blurring

I won't say that I love you

Because saying I love you

Won't make it go away

My god, why do I want to stay?


{chorus alt}

Saying, “It's time for a change"

Don't know what keeps me here

I'm running out of air

You provide a life full of pain

Selfishly you keep me

But I go along sweetly

So now I'm going to ask:

Why can't I just hate you?

As I feign and wear my mask

Why can't I just hate you?

Because those three little words begin to stain on themselves

(Whoa)

Why can't I just hate you

And now I'm afraid that we are beginning to lose ourselves

(Whoa)

Why can't I just hate you

(Whoa)

Why can't I just hate you

(Whoa)

Why can't I just hate you

(Whoa, oh)

Lyrics: About

Broken Pieces in my Closet

A song by Heidi {warning graphic content}

Open the scene on a strange composite

And it's got a bit of an eerie hue

There are broken pieces in my closet

And if you look close enough, you’ll find me too


Was it the way that I was dressed

Your little whorish fucking mess

As you pressed

On my breast

Caused me stress

As I detest

And now I've got something that I'd like to confess

While possessed

By you caressed

I never ever felt impressed 


And that's the whole thing about this

That you're walking around with your God complex

Then with your hands around my neck

Forced on my knees as to reflect

And since I could no longer reject

I try to blank out what comes next

This isn't fun nor is it sex

And none of that bullshit about how it's perplex

You've turned me into a doll, a filthy little object

But I don't don't like playtime with your prick


This is where you have made your set

Torn up dolls on the floor of my room

All there is broken pieces in my closet

And if you look close enough, you’ll find me too


This is where you have made your set

Torn up dolls on the floor of my room

All there is broken pieces in my closet

And if you look close enough, you’ll find me too


And all I ever seemed to wore

Were clothes you'd like to tore

In our never ending war

Calling me out as your whore

Now I’m shaken to the core

As you’re breaking down my door

Perhaps I should start keeping score

Of all the times you wanted more

To escape from the bore

So you left me plastered to the floor


All my feelings have been decimated

As yours begin to be elevated

Always blame me since I'm educated

This is our form of regulated

Well I call out to have this renovated

Guess I should have estimated 

How fast each time it all escalated 


With all those you’ve eliminated

Guess I don’t feel discriminated

When you act as though my pain should be celebrated


And so you come up to me saying not to fret

All of this shall be over soon

But there's too many broken pieces in my closet

And if you look close enough, you’ll find me too


So you come up to me saying not to fret

All of this shall be over soon

But there's too many broken pieces in my closet

And if you look close enough, you’ll find me too


Being forced to step up to the plate

Don’t wanna make you wait

So I won’t hesitate

I know better than to play with fate

My face a gray slate

As I slip off into a blank state

All my feelings that you ate

Hanging me out like bait

And you know what’s great

You’re the one I fucking hate


So in my room all that can be found

Are cracked dolls spread all around

‘Cause it’s this house to which I’m bound

I’m stuck in this compound

You’ll literally take me down

As I get beaten to the ground

Fuck your bitch like a hound

My screams are the only sound

Until in my blood I start to drown

I'm just like my dolls that I have unbound


As we start to close our game of roulette

Return back to our normal as though on cue

Can't clean out the broken pieces in my closet

And if you look close enough, you’ll find me too


As we start to close our game of roulette

Return back to our normal as though on cue

I’m trying to clean out the broken pieces in my closet

And if you look close enough, you’ll find me too


And so now I’ve gone beyond

You should fear me, you should run

I’ll no longer cower

Haunted by you forever

It’s your blood I want to see

Be the only red on me

So be careful what you do

That’s right, I’m coming for you


And the pain that you've caused is one I will never forget

So remember that, I'll remember that in this trope

You're the reason for the broken pieces in my closet

And no longer will you find me in a wardrobe

Lyrics: About

Don't Follow

A song by Lisette

"Don't follow"

"Don't follow," she said

"Don't follow"

"Don't follow or you'll be dead"


Well what's wrong

With me wanting to be there?

What's wrong

With me wanting to save her?


I just want to be her guardian

To be the wings of the fairy

Just want to be the legs she walks on

I'll carry her when she's wary


"Don't follow," she told me

But how could I let her be?

Don't follow because she worries

Well she doesn't have to worry for me


Take my hand

I'll be your knight, my lady

Take my hand

And we could survive, just maybe


I just want to be her guardian

To be the wings of the fairy

Just want to be the legs she walks on

I'll carry her when she's wary

"Don't follow," she told me

But how could I let her be?

Don't follow because she worries

Well she doesn't have to worry for me


Because I just want to be her guardian

To be the wings of the fairy

Just want to be the legs she walks on

I'll carry her when she's wary


"Don't follow"

"Don't follow," she said

"Don't follow"

Well if I don't then you could be dead

Lyrics: About

Don't Follow reprise

A song by Charlie

"Don't follow"

"Don't follow," I told you

"Don't follow"

"Don't follow so I could protect you"


But you did, and you do

Follow me around all day

Unfortunately, it leads to

Dangers in every way


You need to understand that I am the guardian

And the one who needs protecting is you

I know you don't want to believe that you are the lamb and me the shepherd 

But you are the one who needs tending to


"Don't follow," but you won't listen

To all the advice that I have given

Don't follow I'll be fine

But since you did, so I'll have to save you this time


"Don't follow"

"Don't follow," I told you

"Don't follow"

"Don't follow I'm the one who protects you"

Lyrics: About

Breath Under the Choker

A song by Charlie

{verse 1}

Each day goes by

No need to ask why

But is there a reason to cry?

Living so still

Habits or will?

Is this all my life shall become?

{pre-chorus}

To suffocate

Is my eternal fate

But now I can't stand

My loss of breath


{chorus}

Please just let me

Oh just let me

Release the breath from

Under the choker

God just let me

I beg just let me

Free the breath from

Under the choker


{verse 2}

Puppet on strings

Teach me feelings

Before it all escapes my grasp

What a boring story

In my purgatory

It's funny when you actually think about it

{pre-chorus}

{chorus}

{bridge}

And with a gentle kiss

A soft caress

On my neck

And my throat shall burn

From all the tears

All the years

Of internal silent screaming

Until my voice

Becomes too soft


{chorus}


{chorus alt}

I pray you let me

You must let me

Finally speak the breath from

Under the choker

I demand you let me

But if you don't let me

I still will let go of the breath from

Under the choker

Lyrics: About

Requiem for a Doll

A song by Charlie {written as a child}

This is a requiem for a doll

It's such a shame that such a beauty had to fall

Your memory shall forever live in my heart

Even though you have taken your depart


When you were removed from your shelf it was such a sad day

I watched as you chipped and slowly cracked to my dismay

I couldn't help but cry when you were taken away

And I still wish more than anything that you could stay


But sadly it was not meant to be


This is a requiem for a doll

It's such a shame that such a beauty had to fall

Your memory shall forever live in my heart

Even though you have taken your depart


Now you have become so peaceful and so still

All of them saying it was all by your own will

Even still my heart is unease as I miss you

And I wish that I’ll never have to say adieu


But sadly it was not meant to be


This is a requiem for a doll

It's such a shame that such a beauty had to fall

Your memory shall forever live in my heart

Even though you have taken your depart


This is a requiem for a doll

It's such a shame that such a beauty had to fall

Your memory shall forever live in my heart

Even though you have been torn and taken apart

Lyrics: About

Fleece and Fangs

A song by Lisette {warning graphic content}

Pain, pain, pain

Seems all I know is

Pain, pain, pain

I’m all alone in THIS world

Though I’m not the only girl

Please count those in your flock

You’ll find you're missing quite a lot

Though religion’s not on my brim

If the devil is real then I have met him

A shepherd, he calls himself

But I can sniff he’s something else

Those aren’t rags it’s real fur

Find his lambs dismembered

We’ve been gathered just for slaughter

As my pain grows so does the laughter

I'm just a sheep, among the wolves

In their den, hide in my wool

Run and hide, bite they might

As they're shredding up my heart

I hear the hungry growls

I shiver at the howls

But my soul, it echoes out:

Try Not To Scream

As you feel their fangs puncturing your fleece

I’ve been taught what is fear

This is hell and I must get out of here

They’re always down for a hunt

Spread my legs and touch my-

Can’t I ever just be free?

Both desired and unwanted as can be

I'm just a sheep, among the wolves

In their den, hand them my wool

Run and hide, bite they might

As they're shredding up my heart

I hear the hungry growls

I shiver at the howls

But my soul, it echoes out:

TRY. NOT. TO. SCREAM.

As you feel their fangs puncturing your fleece

I hate them

I hate all of them

Bringing me to my knees

Hate being this pathetic flea

I hate it

I hate it

I hate it

I hate it

But most of all

I hate him

I'm just a sheep, among the wolves

In their den, ripped from my wool

Run and hide, bite they might

As they're shredding up my heart

I hear the hungry growls

I shiver at the howls

But my soul, it echoes out:

TRY NOT TO SCREAM!

As you feel their fangs puncturing your fleece

I hear the hungry growls

I shiver at the howls

But my soul, it echoes out:

Try not to scream

As you feel their fangs puncturing your fleece

Lyrics: About

Titania

A song by Lottie

And wish I knew what to do

Always told “comes so naturally for you”

Thought I had every answer

But life came at me even faster


Here I wished I only could see

That there was no happily meant to be

Paper queen of fairies wet and torn

Wasn’t hell supposed to hath no fury for a woman scorned?


Broken hearts and discarded dreams

Ripped up the stitches at the seams

Thought myself above it all

But you showed me how it hurts to fall


Here I wished I only could feel

Something that was love, fake or real

Candle queen of fairies wet and out

Dismayed feelings I don’t know what they’re about


And now my darling

Got me feeling that I’m not wanted here

And it’s so startling

Because it began with you standing there


Here I wished I only could know

The emotions you hide but never show

Sugar queen of fairies wet and melt

Guess I should have know that it wasn’t what we felt

Lyrics: About
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